19 Years of Age.
Sophomore at the University of the Pacific
Music Therapy Major
UOP Class of 2015
IHS Class of 2011
It’s such a complicated thing, isn’t it? The feelings you get, they’re unexplainable. Who you fall in love with, you never know who it’ll be. Your best friend. A complete stranger. What I like to say it is? The luck of the draw. Why you ask? Because you just never know when you’ll fall in love. It can be at the most unexpected of times. But you know what? I think that’s when love is at its strongest. When you keep looking for love, instead of letting love find you, it won’t come. At least, that’s what I’ve experienced and observed- especially for me.
I’ve always been looking so hard and have tried finding someone to share my love with. It’s never worked out though. But, the moment I stop looking and just let it go, someone pops up out of the woodwork. That’s how I met my ex-boyfriend. I stopped looking for love, and then love found me. We met through Marching Band. The good part of our relationship was amazing. I was the happiest I’ve ever been. I’ll never forget the feeling of waking up in the morning and going to bed at night, knowing that someone is making me their first and last thought of the day. I haven’t been in love since then. At first, I was really happy being single. I could do whatever I wanted and never had to worry about feeling guilty. I took that a little too far though. I became a horrible person. I’ve changed though. I’ve changed for the better. I’m proud of who I am now.
Nothing or no one can ever bring me down.