Shit. Fuck. Son of a bitch. Damn. I DON”T know what to do. I’m in the middle. I can’t take one side. Either way, someone is going to be hurt. FUCK. :’(
Too many distractions.
I don’ know what to do anymore. I’m lost now. I’m confused. I’m tired of this. I don’t know. I just don’t know. Maybe it’s just better if I just take some time on my own. I don’t know.
Ever since about July, I have completely become a different person. I went through a lot with a few people since then, and it has made me grow stronger. Everything. Despite what I went through, it helped me realize that I am a strong person. I don’t need people like that in my life. I know all i well now, and that I can just relax. On a higher note, I’m hella excited for tonight (:
I haven’t done this in a while. So my birthday, in my opinion, was actually very fun. I had a good day at school, a nice sectional, then I went to dinner with Kristen, Amanda, and Adam with my family at Red Lobster. Endless Shrimp (=. Yum! Then we went swimming at Kristen’s. Fun! Hah. Adam and Josh slept over that night. The next day we had marching band practice. Then, life just...