I feel so disconnected.
I’ve been wanting it for the longest time. I know I haven’t said anything about it to anyone because I know how you would react, but yes, that’s how I feel. I’ve wanted it for the longest time now. I guess it’s all about, self-control. Something, which I know, I kinda have, but kinda don’t. Sorry if when I texted you, you were kinda, like wtf. Nothing is wrong, I just want to. For a while I’ve wanted to.