"You may not be quite as involved with your feelings as you were the past few days when the Moon was in your sign. Now, however, you are able to cool off emotionally, which enables your critical thinking to lead you in the proper direction. But don’t be so judgmental that you say no to everything. It’s not about lowering your standards; it’s about remaining open to unknown possibilities."
What a crazy afternoon & night. Whoo! So today, we had a surprise birthday party for Kristen! haha. It was fun. Food, Twister, Truth or Dare. That pretty much sums up the day. HAHA. That’s all I’m going to say xD.
Now that I recap this week, it was really crazy actually. Sunday went to the beach, Monday, I just relaxed. Tuesday, I did some homework (not really fun -_-). Wednesday was my little adventure. Thursday was a day of changes. And today, well, oops, yesterday, Friday, was a really fun day. Today is my youth council training thing that I am doing. I have to be down there by 8, but my mom has a training for something too, so I’m gonna be down there like around 730 -_-. So I don’t think I’m going to get that much sleep tonight. Sunday, I’m just going to church and maybe see a movie in the afternoon. I want to go see The Orphan & The Ugly Truth.
I just realized as I read through my blogs, I usually go off on something else random. So why not. Hmm. Some things you do, you can never take back. I’ve learned that the hard way so many times. I guess, this is where I can tie everything that I have been thinking about into this. I’ve made many mistakes in the past, and in doing so, lost people. I hated it. Nw, after everything I’ve been through alone this year, I’ve grown into a much stronger person. I’ve done things I couldn’t have even imagined, I’ve proved people wrong, I’ve made myself proud. I mean, I think of someone can make themselves happy and proud, they are doing a pretty good job. I’ve gone through things I thought I would never have to go through. It’s all just been one crazy ride. And I’m glad I’m sharing it with the people I love the most. It’s just all fun and games =). Now, as I’m getting older, I realize the things that I need to improve on; sometimes other people point it out for me. It’s cool though; constructive criticism. I haven’t felt so open and free in my life as I do right now. I know I can be myself around all my friends. They accept me for who I am. To all you guys, thanks, and I hope we all go through this crazy ride called life, together.
So today.. oh wait, technically yesterday, was a very interesting day. I actually, in the end, liked it. I had a very interesting conversation. And all I have to say, is very oddly, thank you. I mean, it’s all good. Don’t worry =). At least we’re cool.
Hmmm. It’s 2:43 am and I’m not tired. WOW!!! I’m having fun talking to my friends on aim. I’d just like to say, thank you Tiffany Visitacion for helping me tonight <3. And who knows, maybe you’re right…
So, this past week has been really crazy. So many things have happened. So many thins have changed. Change. For me, I don’t really mind change; sometimes. I mean, sometimes it is for the better, but sometimes, it is just a pain in the ass. I think this time, it is for the best.
"I’ve been taking on a new direction But i have to say I’ve been thinking about my own protection It scares me to feel this way”
What to do, what to do. Hmm. I mean, there is so much going on around me right now. Sometimes, it really does scare me. I mean, at times, I don’t feel like I can handle everything being thrown at me; it does get stressful. Sometimes I think I just need some time to myself. I play the piano to relax me, I sit on top of my roof and gaze into the night to ease myself, I walk around my cul-de-sac to calm me down, and no matter how lame this may seem, I even listen to our performance of Sleep. Sometimes, life just gets so stressful and hectic. I need my alone time. Today, I had a very, different day. Hung out with new friends. Got to know one of them. I thought it was pretty cool, I guess. I guess, today was one of those days where I just wanted to get away from normal life. Today was a day of, in a way, adventure. I had fun. I don’t like doing the same thing every single day. I’m actually getting annoyed by it. For the past few days, I’ve been doing the same thing over and over again -_-. It was about time for something new. And again, I really did enjoy it :). Maybe again some other time.
As life moves on, we meet new people, make new friends, lose friends, lose people, learn lessons, and live life. I can say this past year, I have experienced every single one of those experiences, and more… This past year has probably been the craziest year of my life, but also, it has been the most fun, happy, and wonderful time I have had. With the help of my friends and family of course. And especially to my closest, most truest best friends, thank you. As life moves on, I wish to have these friends with me the whole ride, until the very end. As life moves, on I will meet more people, just like I do every year in my classes, in marching band, at church, or hell, even in the mall with my cousins. I am glad to have all the people who are in my life. I could not ask for better people. Yes, we do have our differences, but we get past them and see each other for who we really are; great people. I still have my quirks and my flaws, but I’m working on them. Who is perfect, really?
So… this week is probably the second best week I have had throughout this summer. I hung out with my best friends, saw Harry Potter, finished my driving lessons, did a car wash, and went to the beach. It also has been a week full of surprises.
You think you know one thing, but then after the click of a button, your eyes are open and you really see the truth. You can’t believe it. Should you go, or should you stay. Should you push it, or should you stop. One word can change everything. At least, that’s what I think. Others say no, it doesn’t. I think it does. This time could be it. Have I met my match… No, I think it’s quite the opposite. I think I have finally stumbled across the perfect thing. Something I need. Something I want. Hopefully, with persistence, I can get it. I can achieve my goal. But, distracted, I could get. I could lose sight of this goal and astray. But, I know that all the side attractions are just for fun until the main attraction is fixed and ready to go head on. Then all bets are off, it’s just the main attraction showing. Hopefully, I will make the right decision. Am I making the right decision? Don’t get confused. Know what is real and what isn’t. Is this real? Or is this just another thing. I think the prize is actually worth going for. I’ve been waiting for this for the longest time and now that I have a chance to grasp it, I will grab it. I will grab this strawberry and hold on to it for as long as I can.
"Find the strawberries in your life when you are dangling on a cliff."
Today was the car wash =)! It was really fun. I was pretty much there the whole day, heh. I had a great time. I talked to all the new rookies that were there. They are all pretty cool. Washing cars was fun; also played with the hoses. Manda kept spraying me -_-. So I got her back though, so whatever. Ha. Then I advertised out in the front with Lynn & pretty much all the new guard rookies. It was fun, hah. Then I went in and just chilled for a while, resting :). Just cleaned every other car after. Overall, I liked this car wash a lot ;).
After, I went home and rested for a while. Then earlier today I saw Ice Age 3 =). It wasn’t in 3D though =(. Personally, I liked the movie. It made me feel younger. Heh. I mean, now that I think about it, we are all growing up so fast. When my 8th grade Language Arts teacher came by the car wash today, I had so many flashbacks running through my head. It seemed just like yesterday, I was sitting in her class making my author timeline =)! Now, I’m a junior in high school and driving! GAHH. As each day goes by, I realize more and more that I must cherish the things I do with the people I am with. I’m gonna keep all these memories close to my heart. As each day passes by, I grow older. As each day passes by, I become more mature.
"Memory All alone in the moonlight I can smile at the old days Life was beautiful then I remember the time I knew what happiness was Let the memory live again”
This is just my random blogging at 1 in the morning. I’m still up cause I don’t wanna go to sleep yet. I’m not that tired actually. Today was a pretty relaxing day. Woke up, and texted like usual. I’ve been texting so much lately. Whatever, I have unlimited =). Then I got ready to go to Kristen’s house to watch The Alamo for APUSH with Kristen & Manda. It’s a pretty boring movie. Kristen got a copy from the library, but it wasn’t working -_-. So we went to Hollywood Video and got another one. It worked. It was really a boring movie, the fight scenes weren’t that great. It was weird watching the Mexicans just stab the people to death though. o_O My aunt picked me up and I got home. I played OMGPOP with Tiffany and Dylan for a while, then I got off to watch some tv. Got back on and talked to people on AIM for a while. Then I webcammed Tiffany for like a minute, it’s so weird webcamming with someone without a mic -_-. Then I webcammed with Sheryl and played OMGPOP with her, Tiffany, and Dylan for a while. I lost a lot, but I also won some =). Got bored of that, and ate dinner =). Had some pasta that my cousin made. It was really good. And for dessert, I had chocolate mousse pie =)! HEAVEN. Ha. Then I just got back on the computer. I watched The Nanny on youtube for a while. It’s a really funny show. Then I just talked to people on AIM again. Now I’m playing 20 questions with Tiffany. I don’t know what number question we are on but there are some interesting questions. Haha. I don’t know when I’m going to sleep tonight, but I can’t really think about anything else to blog about so… bye!